Church Party :))

I didn't been to church before in my life..But tdy i went..cuz i was invited by one of my best fren - Leonard Saw's, he told me that his church team will have a rock party gathering and a seminar talk, so i went for it.

The gathering was so nice and awesome. All of us danced like crazy inside one dancing room and after that we played some game, Then all of us sit down and listen to a talk..after that we had our light dinner and we moved to the opposite building and listen to a seminar talk..The priest was talking about relationship things and i really learned a lot of things abt relationship frm the seminar talk...Now i knw what step should i do now..;)

I feel so relax and enjoy when i was in this party, i make some new frens and at the same time i do learned a lot of things...I am hoping for the next party to come ;))

Better Be Prepare For Everything That Will Happen Soon!!!!

My mind was disturbed for this few days, I seriously don't know what am I thinking right now. Maybe I just didn't expect all this things will happen. From the beginning I taught everything will be fine if I stay strong and positive, but now, I don't even know what is strong and positive means. In my heart have a lot of things want to tell to some f my close fren, but when i am with them,I can't say it out cuz i duwan them to worry abt me.

God,please lead me to a peace mind so that i can feel relax. Right now I know I have to prepare for everything bad that will happen. I dunno whether I still have to fight for it or not or should I just let go everything.

Maybe I step into the wrong way from the begging or maybe I am not. I am listening one chinese song right now, it's one of the theme song from Shaolin 2011 movie. The english translation of this lyrics is this :


"An unconditional heart brings great blessing with no boundary
Without boundaries, our fragile life are all connected through love
Why do you turn a blind eye and let yourself be restricted by the status quo
Willingly, I finally come to my senses to realize my character and my emptiness
Let go of your inverted dreams, let go of the things which one day will fade away
Let go of your leisure, desire, pleasure and let go of suspense
With one more thing in hand, more danger will come
With less thing, greed will lessen as well
If this is fate, no matter how bitter life can be, you are always connected
Yet if it isn't, just bury this love in your heart
In this life of ours,everything interconnected & it takes only a spit second to look back
Let me plant a seed of god will and walk down this road of life together with you
Only someone whose heart is not bounded can accomplish great things
Only someone whose heart does not have a story is indigenous above all
I've consider heaven and earth & I've consider everything from my past
Yet I still cannot make out the days of live and death
Do not hate your eyes which deceive you
Do not resent for happiness is not far away
As thought are build around your desire,it only takes a split second to decide between good & evil
With a heart of repentance,let me walk down this road of life together with you
No matter how firms your lies may be, they can't escape from the eyes of God
Before dawn, your heart is being dragged further away
As the clouds are able to blind our eyes in an instant, so do human hearts change
Bitterness have been accumulated since long before and is bound to keep coming
Yet human being turn a blind eye and let themselves be restricted by the status quo
Willingly, I finally come to my senses to realize my character & my emptiness
In pure simplicity, let me walk down this road of life together with you"


This is a nice song actually and the movie are nice too :))

Nice & Happy Memory

I spent my one week time with all my small little cute cousins and my uncles and aunties. It was so amazing and happy. We went to many places and took alot of pictures.
Suddenly I feel so happy when i was with all the small kids. I dunno whether is they are cute or they really make me feel happy.

During this one week time, I draw some drawings with all my cousin. One of the cute little cousin name Jana, she draw some pictures for me. She wrote "Cousins Forever" and she gave all the drawings to me. I even took a pic of all the drawings. It was a nice drawing. We are so close to each other. :))

After that two of little cute boys, both are 11 and 8 years old, name Xing Hong and Xing Huang, they very like to watch movie and play computer games with me. Every night we stayed until 3 or 4am just for talking,watch movie or playing games. They don't want to let me sleep early, they want to spend time with me..They are so cute..:)) Even though all of us are cousins, but I feel like our relationship are more to brothers and sisters than cousins, cuz we really get along very well and all of them are obedient.

Yesterday, when i wanted to go back, all of them feel so sad.especially the two cute little boys, they hld my had tightly, don't want to let me go back..One week time passed so fast, I also wanna stay longer with them, but can't..Before i leave, we hug each other.

But all the memories, I already keep inside my heart.All of them love me so much, and I love all of them too..I am so happy that I have a great family members like them.

Now only I realize that nobody will love me as much as My Families love me. Whatever happens to me, they are only the one who will always be with me. Even if I die, I have no regrets, cuz I have all of them in my life along the way..

Grandma,Papa, Mama, Uncels,Aunties, Sister and Cousins, thanks to all of you that make my life so happy and memorable. You all love and care abt me alot..Me too, Love you all very much..

March =.=!!!

All of us are having exam right now..Five subjects (BCS,ITM,IMWDT,ITMC & CITW). Everyone study so hard for this exam, I can see that. We want to get good results. Exam will finish on 9th of March.. =.=..Still got few more days to go..

During the exam journey, I got to realize so many things..I supposed to put all this things aside first, but can't do it, cuz my mind still thinking..I wonder if one day my mind stop working, it will be nice for me. Everyone around me seems to know that what m i thinking or doing nowadys, but the decision is in my hand..I need time to think abt this..Well, let me finish my exam, then i will get back to this ;)

Good luck for u Kelly, hope everything go well. :)

February

I am back again. this few days have so many submission of assignment,everyone of us ady gone crazy...thank god everything go well..On Feb 7, we celebrated Jasreen's and Valeria's Birthday inside Miss Madihah class..Guess what? Sugla, Hammad, Bel, Kavee, Vani and Hissan also came inside our class and celebrate together with us..So happy and so nice memories we had.

On feb 12, we having Media presentation inside the class..Every group is okay, but end up one group their members is fighthing..I hope now they are ok..:)) After the presentation, we held a surprise farewell party for our lecturer-Miss Madihah..We ate cake inside the class, all of us stayed at Apiit until 7.45pm..

And today Feb 14, is valentines day..I wish all the couple in the world including myself will have a nice day tdy..No matter it will happen or not, just be happy abt what u have right now..Don't hope for too much and just be happy :))

What Happened Actually ?????

I dunno what is true and what is false now..Can anyone just tell me what should i do?? I am so heartbroken right now...God please, please led me to a better way..I don't want to be sad everyday but what can i do?

I just want a simple life, a simple happy life. Why give me the life that i got in last time? Y give me the second time? y??!! .. I didnt do anything wrong...

I try to be strong, try to be positive..but end up i found out that actually i m not...
I dunno what to do..my mind and my heart are confuse... :((

2011 :D

2010 end. Now it's 2011, the new year for everyone for us and the new hope for us also. My wish for this year is to be happy.hahaha. This month really have lots of thing to do..assignment submission, presentation and some special day also coming soon..hehehe.

During the two weeks holiday, i went to Penang star cruise with my family, This is my first time for the star cruise, so i m so happy, the ship is really very very big and it contains a lot of deck, its really look like titanic..hehehe

It have restaurant, casino,and some restaurant inside, and when nights come, its really very windy...I had a wonderful time at the ship..:) Hope can go for this trip again..:)