Bible Class Exam :))

Sunday I attended the bible class exam, the whole progression was so funny. Some of the questions we don't even remember the answer, and all of us started to copy frm each other infront of Lik Fong.

He also didn't say anything and he gave us tips also, hahaha. All of us laughed and copy the answer from others, and this is not look like a exam also =P but the whole process was so enjoy and nice =))

This Thursday we will be going to genting for the One Encounter God Camp. I feel so excited fir this camp, and looking forward for this camp. Even though we will be in different cell group this time, but i still feel happy =))

This two months holiday I didn't waste it and i will spend well. After genting trip is mooncake celebration. After that, i will be going to thailand with my mun and penang with my frens...=))

My housemate asked me next month my bday got any wish, i said as long every of my family and frens are happy with their life, then this is the best present for my next month bday liao :D hahahaha

Wonderful life and true happiness finally come..hohoho :D

Freedom Feeling

Tdy i went to FGA CYC gathering. I feel so happy and I don't know why. Yesterday Me and Pei Fen went to a new cg, the people there are friendly and nice, but i still miss CYC41T. But it's good to mix around with other people and communicate with others.

Nowadays I just feel like I am very happy and better then last time. Thanks to our lord father that lead me to a bright and happy way. =)) Because of YOU, LORD FATHER, i learned how to face problem in my life, I learned how to be strong and how to forgive.

Without YOU, I won;t be able to move on my life so easily. My life changed because of YOU. Love u Lord Father =))

True Happiness Come

Hello, it's been a long time I didn't update my news at here, cause i was busy for the final exam and other stuff.

I wanna tell that, My life have been changed seriously. It become more better now and i feel much more happier. I remembered before i break up with Gurmit, we have some problem, that he ignore me for more than one month and didn't even pick up my call and reply my message. I seriously feel very heart broken and very hurt because i love him with my own true heart and true feelings but end up he treat me in another way.

I told one of my fren Leonard about this problem, he don't know how to help me actually.He just told me that saturday his church have one party and one talk about relationship and ask me whether wanna come and join them. I said ok and i went there.

About the relationship talk from the priest, it really give me alot of advices and i realize everything. actually i also feel happy after attend the party. :)

from that day onwards, i started follow Leonard come to the church-FGA CYC. I make alots of new frens at there, and alomost every fri,sat and sunday we will meet each other. and sometimes our group CYC 41T go for dinner and movie together. I feel so much better after i went to church. I tld my dad and my mum abt this, they also didn't stop me from going to church. They said that if i really find happiness at there, they will support me.

Even my housemate-Jasreen, she is my best sister. She also told me that i changed alot after i went to church. And slowly i also realised this. If that time, Leonard didn't bring me to the church, I also won't be able to move on my life so easily. Thanks Leonard, u saved me actually :) Glad to have a good brother like u. :)

I remembered last month, i went to makan with my group CYC41T leader. His name is Kwong Jun, and assistant leader also came along that time. Her name is Foong Peng. We went to one mamak at sri petaling.

I told them abt my relationship thing. They listened to me. And Kwong Jun suddenly asked me this question "kelly, do u knw what is LOVE?"

That time i dunno hw to answer him, nd he explained to me like this. He told me that He understand my problem and my feelings. He told me that LOVE is not like i treat u with my own true heart and u also must treat me with ur own true heart and not cheating me. He said that LOVE is no matter how bad the person treat u, hurt u, u will still love her and him without any scar in ur heart. U will forgive and forget what he or she done to u, and u will treat him nicely without any anger.

After Kwong Jun explain this to me, he told me that he knw in my heart, I hate gurmit for hurting and cheating me and think of revenge him back. What kwong jun think are correct. I saeriuosly duwan let gurmit go easily that time, because I knw that it's very easy for me to make him and ankitha break up by using the same way he did to me.

Kwong Jun and Foong Peng told me that, try to forgive him and be thankful for what gurmit done to me, because of him, i can only learn how to be strong to face problem in life. If i forgive and forget, I can only find the true happiness in my heart.

They asked me, whether i ady move on or not. That time i answered them i ady move on. They said that if i really ady move on, why i still think abt him, why still can be angry and sad abt this.

I started to think nicely and i realized that, that time in my heart only have hate, hate gurmit and ankitha until the max, hate them for hurting me, that's y i can't be happy even i move on my life.

after that dinner, i told myself everyday, forgive and forget. and i keep trying and trying, slowly my hate for them go down each day :) and i really feel happy now. I know that, one day i will forgive them completely.

I really thanks our fga cyc 41T group..we are like brothers and sisters like that, always share things and hang out together. Thanks to GOD that put all of us together :) love u guys, we are long ever lasting family :))

Picture of us CYC41T..Standing from left is Nelson, Chun Yen, Me, Pei Fen and Grace. Sitting from left is Leonard, Foong Peng and Kwong Jun =))

心很乱

神啊，有时我真的不知道自己在想些什么。我是真的很开心没错，但是心里面的伤痛还是存在，我一直都忘不了也放不下。我真的用尽了所有的办法，但还是忘不了过去的一切。

我真的不知道该怎么办。每当我一个人的时候，就会想起他。难道我就不值得得到真爱吗？为什么他要欺骗我的感情？为什么我所付出的真心换来的都是欺骗的下场？ 我还是很想念他。在朋友面前，我装成很快乐的样子，因为我不想他们为我担心。我想他们看到我快乐的样子而不是伤心难过的样子。

我真的很不想再为了这件事而难过流泪，但是每当一想起他，我会觉得很伤心很难过。对他的那一段感情，我始终还是放不下。

神啊，清你赐给我勇气去面对这所有的一切吧。我需要勇气去忘了他，忘了这段感情。还爱着他有什么用？他就已经忘了我。如果我还续想着他，痛苦的是我自己而已。何必呢？ 何必将自己弄成这样。放下吧，放下所有的一切吧。。。

SMILE :D

Hello blog..Long time no see ya. :)) I actually lazy to updates my latest news, haha. Anyway, i have so many things to say tdy :)

Many things happened. Last few weeks, my college have blood donation. I went and donated my blood. First time i can't donate, the nurse said that my blood pressure is low. When i went back to hometown, father took me to hospital to check my blood. Doctor said my heart are weak and my blood pressure are very low too. he advised me not to too active from now onwards, cause i might faint anytime..So sad, I cant lepak here and there so active anymore until i fully recover...

Every weekend, i went to church and temple with my frens. it's ady four months we keep going to church and temple every weekend. Every weekend, there is different life seminar talk from the priest and monks :), I actually gained many knowledge about life every weekend. At least I will know how to live happily everyday.

I am so happy to see that I changed...My life also changed..Its not like last time anymore and I also not the old Kelly anymore..Now is different kelly and different life :)).. Very thanks to god that give me such a good life.

Even through along the journey, many sad things happened. But at last I overcome all successfully..That;s also must thanks to my family and my friends that always there to support me..Without all of you, I won't be able to move on my life so easily.

I have My family and My friends with me..It's already enough for me. I am happy for what i have in my life..I will always be happy =D

Realized...Finally, I realized everything

Hello blog, long time no see :) Do you what happened recently? I realized so many things for past few weeks.

I went to OUG Steven's Corner with Jasreen, Deeban and Saran. We talked a lot that time. During the talk, I finally learned and realized for the past that happened to me.
What they said are true, I need to learn more :)

Some of my classmates asked me, do i plan to look another boyfriend or not, I said no and they asked why? I told them, I am not ready for another new relationship right now and I don't have confidence in LOVE anymore seriously cause the same pain, I doesn't want to go through again.

Now i realized that, actually from the beginning,I also not ready yet. That's why this relationship can end up like this. Its very sad to see that both couple that was so sweet together few months back end up in a bad shape like now. Sometimes i also can imagine and believe this also :)

What Saran, Deeban and Jasreen said are also true, I have to go through this then only I will know how to be strong in future. I am glad that i have really best friends like them :)

Half of the mistake also got came from me..I didn't know about him truly and straight jump into a relationship with him.

For what ever happened at the past, It's a lesson for me and I will always remember. Love relationship to me right now doesn't mean anything anymore. I have my family and my friends, its enough for me right now. I enjoy my single life, no pain, no tears and no worries :)

I dunno abt future, GOD will decide what's the best for me :)

Thanks to god that make me realized everything, I will keep moving on my life with a smile :))

New Life :)

Look at the past and now, everything is just like a dream. Good things and bad things happened together, and sometimes I also didn't expect that all this will happen. But finally God show me that everything happen for good, God save me from going through more pain.

Now i know that, God arrange people come to life for reasons, God also take away people frm ur life for reasons. It's just up to how strong I can face it and solve it.
Everything that regards of the memories I ady throw it away with one of my lovely fren beside me :) She told me a lot of things, I feel touched to have a good housemates and best frens like them. :)

Another thing that make me surprise that my dad and my mum didn't scold or angry me for what happened currently. They just advice, talk and support me. They said, if I am happy for watever happen to me, they will happy for me too.

Sorry dad and mum, I regret for not listening to both of u last time and when i got the lesson, then only i realized that how pain is it. But at last, you all still with me and face it together with me, Daddy and mummy, you all really love me alot.
and I love both of u too..I am so sorry for what I did at the past and please forgive me.

I ady go through everything, God give me the best parents :))