Don't know why suddenly past memories keep coming into my mind this few days. I always tell myself that I have forgotten it and already throw it very far away. Unfortunately it still hiding deep in my heart.
Haha, it's so funny. After one year healing time, that memories that so important to me still in my mind, my heart.
I think i won't forget it, cause it contains happy,anger and sadness. I still miss u dear, i admit it, I still miss u alot. Do u know that, i dream about you recently. I remember that dream, we are so sweet together inside the dream.
Even though I miss u lot, but there is one for sure is I will not get back with u again. Sorry for that, I prefer to keep the memories inside my heart rather than get back together with u again. I don't trust u and don't trust love. I wanna protect my heart.
As I told myself, i just wanna concentrate my studies and take care of my family :) But no matter where I go, I will still miss u. I will still remember what is your favorite food, drinks, color and what you dislikes. I also still remember your habbits, everything abt u. Don't worry my dear, I will keep praying for u and ur family. I love u dear, wish u be happy forever, u will always be at my praying list. :) Take care of urself, and I also will stay happy forever :)
