Yesterday, 24th September was my baptize day at FGA CYC Church..Wow, i feel so exicted that time, cause i really dunno what is my feeling when i going to baptism.. So many people are baptism that time..I was in group 8..when came to our group, we walked down to the holy water...after the leaders pray for us, they put us down into the water and pull us out again...the moment i went into the water, i told myself..the last time old kelly already death..all the sad memories and hard that she had will buried together with her and will never come back again..
When the moment i came out from the water, I will be the new born kelly with new and happy memories...I am so happy that God finally let me find my own destination and i believe that God will always guide me in the rest of my life.
Thanks to everyone at church, thanks to my all my best frens that came and celebrate my baptism day. You guys really support me alot =) love u all very muchie =D
I will remember this date 24th September..My new life begin in this date =D wohooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo =D
Sunday, September 25, 2011
Friday, September 9, 2011
The dream that I had yesterday night
Yesterday night after the CG, all if us went to watched The Smurf movie. The movie was damn funny and we laughed so much =D. When I reached home, it's already 2am. I straight went to sleep cause i was too tired.
I also dunno when i slept off. Then i had a dream. In the dream, I came to a new housing area. This housing area all also bungalow house. And i was wondering why i come to this place.
The next moment, i saw all my frens at there. College frens and some of my high school frens. They told me one thing that Gurmit house having wedding celebration going on. My heart stopped for a while. and i dunno y.
So i quickly went to his house there and i saw what my frens said are true. his dad, mum, sister are celebrate for him. The wedding is for him and ankitha. I remembered, in the dream, i was standing quite infront of them that time with the crowd of people.
And i was looking at the celebration.I remember i feel so sad when i saw this wedding going on in front of my eyes. It's so hard for me to accept. I almost cried that time..
Gurmit saw me standing there and he looked at me. His eyes was telling me sorry. I remember I walked off from the celebration.
When now i woke up, i am thinking why the hell i had this dream? Is it God wanted to tell me that actually I haven't let go of this feeling, that's y God want me to realize through this dream? Or maybe it's just an illusion??
Yesterday evening, i company Kumsy went to apiit submit her assignment and we went and eat at cafeteria. I saw Ahmad at there, and we was talking. He saw my hand no more wearing the kalaa. He asked me did i took it off and i said yes. He said" so now u are okay and already let go of this feeling without any sadness in ur heart?"
That time i dunno what to answer him. He said this is normal and he said i need time. He also said as i already took off the kalaa, i should forget all the memories with gurmit. The kalaa contains all this memories, when i took off this kalaa, at the same time i also must took off all the memories.
He told me, one day i will be okay.=)) i said thanks to ahmad.
it;s already five months i broke up.Sometimes i feel that i ady forget abt him and sometimes i will feel that i still love him.
Hahaha, very confusing right? I think God want me to know that the wedding between him and ankitha will come one day. and want me to faster recover from this break up.
I will do my best =))
I also dunno when i slept off. Then i had a dream. In the dream, I came to a new housing area. This housing area all also bungalow house. And i was wondering why i come to this place.
The next moment, i saw all my frens at there. College frens and some of my high school frens. They told me one thing that Gurmit house having wedding celebration going on. My heart stopped for a while. and i dunno y.
So i quickly went to his house there and i saw what my frens said are true. his dad, mum, sister are celebrate for him. The wedding is for him and ankitha. I remembered, in the dream, i was standing quite infront of them that time with the crowd of people.
And i was looking at the celebration.I remember i feel so sad when i saw this wedding going on in front of my eyes. It's so hard for me to accept. I almost cried that time..
Gurmit saw me standing there and he looked at me. His eyes was telling me sorry. I remember I walked off from the celebration.
When now i woke up, i am thinking why the hell i had this dream? Is it God wanted to tell me that actually I haven't let go of this feeling, that's y God want me to realize through this dream? Or maybe it's just an illusion??
Yesterday evening, i company Kumsy went to apiit submit her assignment and we went and eat at cafeteria. I saw Ahmad at there, and we was talking. He saw my hand no more wearing the kalaa. He asked me did i took it off and i said yes. He said" so now u are okay and already let go of this feeling without any sadness in ur heart?"
That time i dunno what to answer him. He said this is normal and he said i need time. He also said as i already took off the kalaa, i should forget all the memories with gurmit. The kalaa contains all this memories, when i took off this kalaa, at the same time i also must took off all the memories.
He told me, one day i will be okay.=)) i said thanks to ahmad.
it;s already five months i broke up.Sometimes i feel that i ady forget abt him and sometimes i will feel that i still love him.
Hahaha, very confusing right? I think God want me to know that the wedding between him and ankitha will come one day. and want me to faster recover from this break up.
I will do my best =))
Sunday, September 4, 2011
One Encunter God Camp @ Peace Heaven, Genting Highlands
On 1st September to 3rd September, all CYC members went for 3 days 2 nights One Encounter God Camp at Peace Heaven, Genting Highlands. Before that, I went to Foong Ping house overnight. Morning morning me and Grace went jogging and after that all of us went for lunch..night we went to cheras pasar malam =D
The next morning we all move to Genting Highlands. When reached there, all of sit according to our home cell group. After that we played some games and some home cell group went to the stage and shout out their slogan =P
The next day is the most exciting day. We have amazing race.wohooooo. Some of us can't manage to run up to First World Hotel but we managed to walk up there. When we reached there, we managed to finish all task of the games.hahaha..Although we didn't get any prize, but we very enjoyed the whole process.
At night we praise and worship God. and keep encho..hahahaha
During this camp, I have learned so many things that I can't learned from the books. In this camp, Me, wei Yi and Pei fen are together with CYC20J not in oiur own cell group. All of them are younger than us. Maybe outsiders will say why we have to follow the instruction of the people who younger than us. But to me is not, although they younger than us, but I have learned so many things from them. Their leadership and friendly are very good. All of us can get along very well and we even sometimes play with each other during the camp. and we als gather at night and listen to ghost stories.
The girls and guys are so caring when we are in amazing race. The guys keep watching and counting the numbers of us to make sure we won't lost at amazing race. The girls keep motivating each other. =))
Even though during this camp, Me and Wei Yi got quarrel with Pei Fen, but we told our-self that this quarrel will make our relationship more closer and better than last time. and at last, God showed us that three of us are much more closer than last time. and this time we also successfully support CYC20J cell group. I really feel so happy and reall thanks to our CYC41T leader put us inside CYC20J group. We
really learned so many things..
I also finally successfully let go everything in my past. Especially the love relationship between me and Gurmit. I just feel very happy and relax.. =D
The next morning we all move to Genting Highlands. When reached there, all of sit according to our home cell group. After that we played some games and some home cell group went to the stage and shout out their slogan =P
The next day is the most exciting day. We have amazing race.wohooooo. Some of us can't manage to run up to First World Hotel but we managed to walk up there. When we reached there, we managed to finish all task of the games.hahaha..Although we didn't get any prize, but we very enjoyed the whole process.
At night we praise and worship God. and keep encho..hahahaha
During this camp, I have learned so many things that I can't learned from the books. In this camp, Me, wei Yi and Pei fen are together with CYC20J not in oiur own cell group. All of them are younger than us. Maybe outsiders will say why we have to follow the instruction of the people who younger than us. But to me is not, although they younger than us, but I have learned so many things from them. Their leadership and friendly are very good. All of us can get along very well and we even sometimes play with each other during the camp. and we als gather at night and listen to ghost stories.
The girls and guys are so caring when we are in amazing race. The guys keep watching and counting the numbers of us to make sure we won't lost at amazing race. The girls keep motivating each other. =))
Even though during this camp, Me and Wei Yi got quarrel with Pei Fen, but we told our-self that this quarrel will make our relationship more closer and better than last time. and at last, God showed us that three of us are much more closer than last time. and this time we also successfully support CYC20J cell group. I really feel so happy and reall thanks to our CYC41T leader put us inside CYC20J group. We
really learned so many things..
I also finally successfully let go everything in my past. Especially the love relationship between me and Gurmit. I just feel very happy and relax.. =D
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