神啊，有时我真的不知道自己在想些什么。我是真的很开心没错，但是心里面的伤痛还是存在，我一直都忘不了也放不下。我真的用尽了所有的办法，但还是忘不了过去的一切。
我真的不知道该怎么办。每当我一个人的时候，就会想起他。难道我就不值得得到真爱吗？为什么他要欺骗我的感情？为什么我所付出的真心换来的都是欺骗的下场？ 我还是很想念他。在朋友面前，我装成很快乐的样子，因为我不想他们为我担心。我想他们看到我快乐的样子而不是伤心难过的样子。
我真的很不想再为了这件事而难过流泪，但是每当一想起他，我会觉得很伤心很难过。对他的那一段感情，我始终还是放不下。
神啊，清你赐给我勇气去面对这所有的一切吧。我需要勇气去忘了他，忘了这段感情。还爱着他有什么用？他就已经忘了我。如果我还续想着他，痛苦的是我自己而已。何必呢？ 何必将自己弄成这样。放下吧，放下所有的一切吧。。。
Friday, July 22, 2011
Thursday, July 21, 2011
SMILE :D
Hello blog..Long time no see ya. :)) I actually lazy to updates my latest news, haha. Anyway, i have so many things to say tdy :)
Many things happened. Last few weeks, my college have blood donation. I went and donated my blood. First time i can't donate, the nurse said that my blood pressure is low. When i went back to hometown, father took me to hospital to check my blood. Doctor said my heart are weak and my blood pressure are very low too. he advised me not to too active from now onwards, cause i might faint anytime..So sad, I cant lepak here and there so active anymore until i fully recover...
Every weekend, i went to church and temple with my frens. it's ady four months we keep going to church and temple every weekend. Every weekend, there is different life seminar talk from the priest and monks :), I actually gained many knowledge about life every weekend. At least I will know how to live happily everyday.
I am so happy to see that I changed...My life also changed..Its not like last time anymore and I also not the old Kelly anymore..Now is different kelly and different life :)).. Very thanks to god that give me such a good life.
Even through along the journey, many sad things happened. But at last I overcome all successfully..That;s also must thanks to my family and my friends that always there to support me..Without all of you, I won't be able to move on my life so easily.
I have My family and My friends with me..It's already enough for me. I am happy for what i have in my life..I will always be happy =D
Many things happened. Last few weeks, my college have blood donation. I went and donated my blood. First time i can't donate, the nurse said that my blood pressure is low. When i went back to hometown, father took me to hospital to check my blood. Doctor said my heart are weak and my blood pressure are very low too. he advised me not to too active from now onwards, cause i might faint anytime..So sad, I cant lepak here and there so active anymore until i fully recover...
Every weekend, i went to church and temple with my frens. it's ady four months we keep going to church and temple every weekend. Every weekend, there is different life seminar talk from the priest and monks :), I actually gained many knowledge about life every weekend. At least I will know how to live happily everyday.
I am so happy to see that I changed...My life also changed..Its not like last time anymore and I also not the old Kelly anymore..Now is different kelly and different life :)).. Very thanks to god that give me such a good life.
Even through along the journey, many sad things happened. But at last I overcome all successfully..That;s also must thanks to my family and my friends that always there to support me..Without all of you, I won't be able to move on my life so easily.
I have My family and My friends with me..It's already enough for me. I am happy for what i have in my life..I will always be happy =D
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