Realized...Finally, I realized everything

Hello blog, long time no see :) Do you what happened recently? I realized so many things for past few weeks.

I went to OUG Steven's Corner with Jasreen, Deeban and Saran. We talked a lot that time. During the talk, I finally learned and realized for the past that happened to me.
What they said are true, I need to learn more :)

Some of my classmates asked me, do i plan to look another boyfriend or not, I said no and they asked why? I told them, I am not ready for another new relationship right now and I don't have confidence in LOVE anymore seriously cause the same pain, I doesn't want to go through again.

Now i realized that, actually from the beginning,I also not ready yet. That's why this relationship can end up like this. Its very sad to see that both couple that was so sweet together few months back end up in a bad shape like now. Sometimes i also can imagine and believe this also :)

What Saran, Deeban and Jasreen said are also true, I have to go through this then only I will know how to be strong in future. I am glad that i have really best friends like them :)

Half of the mistake also got came from me..I didn't know about him truly and straight jump into a relationship with him.

For what ever happened at the past, It's a lesson for me and I will always remember. Love relationship to me right now doesn't mean anything anymore. I have my family and my friends, its enough for me right now. I enjoy my single life, no pain, no tears and no worries :)

I dunno abt future, GOD will decide what's the best for me :)

Thanks to god that make me realized everything, I will keep moving on my life with a smile :))

New Life :)

Look at the past and now, everything is just like a dream. Good things and bad things happened together, and sometimes I also didn't expect that all this will happen. But finally God show me that everything happen for good, God save me from going through more pain.

Now i know that, God arrange people come to life for reasons, God also take away people frm ur life for reasons. It's just up to how strong I can face it and solve it.
Everything that regards of the memories I ady throw it away with one of my lovely fren beside me :) She told me a lot of things, I feel touched to have a good housemates and best frens like them. :)

Another thing that make me surprise that my dad and my mum didn't scold or angry me for what happened currently. They just advice, talk and support me. They said, if I am happy for watever happen to me, they will happy for me too.

Sorry dad and mum, I regret for not listening to both of u last time and when i got the lesson, then only i realized that how pain is it. But at last, you all still with me and face it together with me, Daddy and mummy, you all really love me alot.
and I love both of u too..I am so sorry for what I did at the past and please forgive me.

I ady go through everything, God give me the best parents :))