All the memories are still here Kelly, did you realize it?? You realized,just you forcing yourself not to remember it or think about it. But, is it forcing yourself are a good thing for you right now?? You should forget it willingly. But in your heart, you doesn't want to forget all this memories.
The house, college, hostel, car, restaurant, Bukit Larut, SBN, TPG, all this places have the memories. Whenever i come to this places, i will remember evevything. Hahah, it's funny for me. The last time we spent time together, is his b'day that time. I have no regrets, at least GOD give me the chance to be with him on his bday, it's enough for me.Even though that time I taught I don't have the chance to be with him on that day, but GOD give me the chance that day to be with him. Do u know that, I am so happy that time seriuosly. :)
I don't hate you, no matter what you did, it already past. I have no energy to hate u anymore. Let everything go, I believe time can heal my heart. Ya, i feel hurt, but i am happy because my family and my friends are with me. As long i have my family and my friends all it's enough for me,I don't need anything else anymore.
I already promise myself and my friends, I will be happy and smile always. Right now I am doing it, I already move on my life. One day i will forget all this, it will be long time, but i know i will.. I wish myself good luck.
Everything happens for good :)
By time, everything will change ya, so do the memories and pain.. :) Chill out ya, Kelly. Concentrate on your studies and do well in that.. Remember, the smartest thing you can do now is by focusing on those things which will stay lastly with you forever and one of them is your STUDIES :) Good luck my dear Kelly sis :)
ReplyDeleteThanks Java :)) I will be happy..:D
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