True Happiness Come

Hello, it's been a long time I didn't update my news at here, cause i was busy for the final exam and other stuff.

I wanna tell that, My life have been changed seriously. It become more better now and i feel much more happier. I remembered before i break up with Gurmit, we have some problem, that he ignore me for more than one month and didn't even pick up my call and reply my message. I seriously feel very heart broken and very hurt because i love him with my own true heart and true feelings but end up he treat me in another way.

I told one of my fren Leonard about this problem, he don't know how to help me actually.He just told me that saturday his church have one party and one talk about relationship and ask me whether wanna come and join them. I said ok and i went there.

About the relationship talk from the priest, it really give me alot of advices and i realize everything. actually i also feel happy after attend the party. :)

from that day onwards, i started follow Leonard come to the church-FGA CYC. I make alots of new frens at there, and alomost every fri,sat and sunday we will meet each other. and sometimes our group CYC 41T go for dinner and movie together. I feel so much better after i went to church. I tld my dad and my mum abt this, they also didn't stop me from going to church. They said that if i really find happiness at there, they will support me.

Even my housemate-Jasreen, she is my best sister. She also told me that i changed alot after i went to church. And slowly i also realised this. If that time, Leonard didn't bring me to the church, I also won't be able to move on my life so easily. Thanks Leonard, u saved me actually :) Glad to have a good brother like u. :)

I remembered last month, i went to makan with my group CYC41T leader. His name is Kwong Jun, and assistant leader also came along that time. Her name is Foong Peng. We went to one mamak at sri petaling.

I told them abt my relationship thing. They listened to me. And Kwong Jun suddenly asked me this question "kelly, do u knw what is LOVE?"

That time i dunno hw to answer him, nd he explained to me like this. He told me that He understand my problem and my feelings. He told me that LOVE is not like i treat u with my own true heart and u also must treat me with ur own true heart and not cheating me. He said that LOVE is no matter how bad the person treat u, hurt u, u will still love her and him without any scar in ur heart. U will forgive and forget what he or she done to u, and u will treat him nicely without any anger.

After Kwong Jun explain this to me, he told me that he knw in my heart, I hate gurmit for hurting and cheating me and think of revenge him back. What kwong jun think are correct. I saeriuosly duwan let gurmit go easily that time, because I knw that it's very easy for me to make him and ankitha break up by using the same way he did to me.

Kwong Jun and Foong Peng told me that, try to forgive him and be thankful for what gurmit done to me, because of him, i can only learn how to be strong to face problem in life. If i forgive and forget, I can only find the true happiness in my heart.

They asked me, whether i ady move on or not. That time i answered them i ady move on. They said that if i really ady move on, why i still think abt him, why still can be angry and sad abt this.

I started to think nicely and i realized that, that time in my heart only have hate, hate gurmit and ankitha until the max, hate them for hurting me, that's y i can't be happy even i move on my life.

after that dinner, i told myself everyday, forgive and forget. and i keep trying and trying, slowly my hate for them go down each day :) and i really feel happy now. I know that, one day i will forgive them completely.

I really thanks our fga cyc 41T group..we are like brothers and sisters like that, always share things and hang out together. Thanks to GOD that put all of us together :) love u guys, we are long ever lasting family :))

Picture of us CYC41T..Standing from left is Nelson, Chun Yen, Me, Pei Fen and Grace. Sitting from left is Leonard, Foong Peng and Kwong Jun =))